There is nothing worse than being left in the dark. There is a paralyzing fear associated with uncertainty. In my personal opinion, not being able to provide a solution or an explanation to a problem is completely soul destroying. Things that I cannot change nor find explanation to, can cripple my thinking for days on end.
Uncertainty leads to assumptions, self-diagnosis and false perceptions of what is or is not real. For many of us, not being able to track a problem to its origin or remedy it with a solution is a devastating realization. In my case, I battle to put down an issue until it has been resolved. However, there are things in life that just cannot be explained and need to be taken in faith. I do not claim to hold an understanding on everything but in someways, I like to hold a complete understanding of what is happening to me. Here lies my weakness. You see, it is impossible for us to explain everything and often it is impossible for the world to provide answers to our questions. I am full of uncertainty and it is a continuous battle to maintain direction in my life but when I get it right and follow Gods instruction. I find clarity.
O my people, trust in him at all times. Pour out your heart to him, for God is our refuge. - Psalms 62:8
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